One Hundred Random Thoughts.....

100 things......
1. I love tea
2. the tea has to be made to my specifications
3. mashed just right
4. a bit of milk (skim only)
5. with one package of Sweet and Low (yellow or pink packages - not the blue "Equal")
6. I like my job
7. I do feel guilty I am away from Jackson so much
8. I was married before
9. he was a good guy
10. i was young and stupid
11. he got married again in September
12. i cried
13. maybe out of shock
14. but i am happy for him and only want the best for him
15. I can be selfish at times
16. those who know me well will nodd their heads right now
17. My parents spoil me
18. i am more like my Mum than my Dad
19. My middle name is Olivia
20. after Olivia Newton John (my Dad loved her)
21. I have gel nails
22. i love them
23. i will never go back to regular nails again
24. I love my little boy
25. he drives me nuts at time though
26. i named him Jackson after my Grandad who died in 2000
27. i loved my Grandad
28. i miss him still
29. he loved me best
30. my sisters can attest to this
31. i was holding his hand when he died
32. i still dream about it once in awhile
33. Jackson's middle name is Mark
34. named after my friend from Bible School
35. mark also died in 2000, a month before my Grandad
36. he was 21
37. i miss him still
38. Jackson loves Buzz Light Year, Spider Man, and Veggie Tales
39. he was slow to talk, but never stops now
40. I have a friend Jaimie
41. she works for the same company that I do
42. i recruited her
43. she lost a whole pile of weight and looks great
44. i'm jealous
45. My Mum doesn't have a middle name
46. her first name is Jacqueline or "Jackie"
47. my Dad does...his name is Christopher Robert
48. i worry about my parents dying, although I work around death every day
49. i know you are supposed to live life one day at a time
50. but I still worry
51. I am a little OCD
52. okay, a lot
53. i control it most of the time
54. unless I am in a very stressful situation
55. i have been this way as long as I can remember
56. I was in Bible Scool in Sweden from 1997-1998
57. it was great
58. i met my friend Natalie there
59. she did a great imitation of Princess Diana
60. My toes are cold right now
61. I am drawing a mind blank
62. I would like to go back to Europe
63. the company I work for has it's Rome trip in April 2008
64. i can't wait
65. i may stay after it is over and do some more travelling
66. maybe to England
67. my parents are both from England
68. I find the older I get, the more I am stuck in my ways
69. that's pretty scary as I am only 27
70. I hitch-hiked in Sweden and got picked up by a creep
71. he scared me
72. I ran a half-marathon in Sweden
73. i can barely run for 5 minutes now
74. i wish i could run like that again
75. i just cannot seem to find the motivation
76. i get so mad at myself
77. every day I decide "today will be the day"
78. and it never is
79. Some days I miss waitressing
80. i worked at a great restaurant when I was at university in Saskatoon called Alexander's
81. the money is terrible
82. but i still miss it once in awhile
83. I'm in sales now
84. funeral pre-planning to be exact
85. the money is great
86. but it's stressful at times
87. and I meet alot of lonely seniors
88. it makes me sad
89. i am too sensitive at times
90. I love lu-lu lemon pants
91. i have brown ones, black ones and navy ones
92. I hate it when people sniff
93. and chomp gum
94. and snore
95. it's part of my OCD
96. I love the Chocolate Explosion from Boston Pizza
97. i shouldn't eat it
98. it's hard to diet at Christmas
99. let's face it, it is hard to diet anytime
100. My goal for 2007 is to follow through with things I start and read my Bible more

-Lauren